Had a great night. I wish I could tell you guys all about it! if you want to know what happened pm me! SQUEEEE~! I feel so fucking
If you were to press your heart close up against somebody else’s heart eventually your hearts will start beating at the same time. And two little babies in an incubator, their hearts will beat at the same time. Love that. So if you have somebody in your life that is prone to anxiety, like myself, and if you happen to be a calm person, you could come up and hug me heart to heart and my heart hopefully would slow to yours. And I just love that idea. Or maybe yours would speed up to mine. But either way, we’ll be there together.
– Andrea Gibson (via whothefuckisbree) Via A seven nation army couldn't hold me back
update may-20-2012
I went to my friends going away party last night! She is doing the tour divide, a bike race through the great divide in 28days or less. about 100miles per day, through the mountains on gravel, dirt, snow, ice. She was cracking jokes about the bears out there, “did you know it takes an average of 6 minutes for a grizzly to eat a human alive?” “what did one bear say to the other bear while eating the human?, Could you pass me the pepper spray?”
I am really excited for her to do this race! I know she can make it, she just has to keep a clear, strong, confident head!
grandparents moved in last night, grandpa is on steroids for his lung and crap is he grumpy! This is going to be interesting…
I am going to go to summer school if i can figure out how to enroll, then go to the career center for vet, nursing or cooking as a junior then next year as a sophomore. i will refuse my diploma, and go back for two more years and study another subject. I understand I will be 21 when I finally graduate high school, but then I get two more years of free school, I can get a bunch more classes I want to take. Then I can go to collage and test out of hopefully my first two years of vet or whatever I end up doing.
Open wounds, fresh cuts, scars. up to my elbows in strong bleach water, my eyes burning and arms on fire. That night, my scars where deep purple. Now they have gone to a weird orange red. Whats up with the bleach changing them??? So weird!
Still no luck on counseling, Its been 7 days again, and i feel like I’m doing good today. I feel like I have been doing alright for a few days.
My best friend was diagnosed with crohn’s disease. I am so sad and worried for her. I love her to death.
DIY salt glitter!
Mix 1/4 cup of salt with a 1/2 teaspoon of food coloring in a small bowl until the salt is uniformly colored. Spread the mixture out in an even layer on a foil-lined baking sheet. Bake in the oven for ten minutes. Allow your homemade glitter to cool before using it or storing it. And that’s it!:)
my happiness level would increase like 100x if i just had a babe to kiss.
^she read my mind. I would be her babe.
About me
I am a girl of many intrist, many talents and a beautiful tie-dyed life. I live on an 82 acre farm with part of my family I am the middle of 7 siblings 3 older brother and 3 younger sister. My family and raise sheep I love any type of birth, Im very intrested in home birth and midwifery. I play roller derby, hoop dance, make art and teach art. I am a rainbow child.
My life may seem happy, cheerfull, free, fun etc. But I am like every one of you, I have my dark side, my bad days, my buttons. My past is one that would make most people tuck their tails and run, but it has made me a stronger womyn. As soon as i think I'm back up, I fall down again but I have amazing friends that are their to give me a hand up.
If you have questions please ask me :)
I hope that my blog will not only inspire and entertain, but that I will be able to share our farm with the interweb and to give insite on recovery and my experiences and journey of life.
